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Chapter Twelve
Dead Democrat Walking
Oregon Democratic Primary, Tuesday, May 20, 2008
Barack Obama: 58%
Hillary Clinton: 42%
Kentucky Democratic Primary, Tuesday, May 20, 2008
Hillary Clinton: 66%
Barack Obama: 30%
“The Clinton campaign has been focused on Barack Obama’s performance with white working-class voters in a few states, but they fail to mention Senator Clinton’s abysmal performance with the black voters all over the country.”
- political consultant and Obama supporter, Jamal Simmons.
For the wife of the “first black president”, Hillary wasn’t doing so well with one of his prime constituencies--and she had only herself to blame for that since she started the race with a lot of African-American support including prominent politicians like New York Congressman Charlie Rangel. Barack had unified upscale white voters (“wine liberals”) and African-Americans. Some of the working class white vote that Hillary was winning would go to him--and some to the Republican candidate, which would be true even if she were the nominee. (When push comes to shove in the voting booth, a significant number of Joe Six Packs will find it hard to opt for a woman or a black man. I know these guys. My brother is one of them.) White women would come over to the light. (Come on? Do you see those aging Boomer chicks who marched for the Equal Rights Amendment and abortion rights pulling the lever for John McCain?)
Nine super delegates pledged their support to Barack in one day alone. Hillary’s donors were defecting, checkbooks in hand. And they were writing out checks to the Obama campaign. The mood of the money people in our office was exuberant. If the rest of us were still trying to maintain an air of cautious optimism--[And with the Clintons on the other side of the fence, who dare gloat too soon?]--they had surrendered to spiritual joy. (Any minute one of them would surely start speaking in tongues.)
On the personal front, Kanesha, Caroline and I were adjusting to the idea that Reggie and Chloe were in love. (Who would have thought it possible for either of them?) They didn’t talk about it, but then again, they didn’t need to talk. Their eye contact and body language spoke for them. I think it’s rather sweet, Caroline said. They’ll burn themselves out in a year, Kanesha said, but oh, what a year it will be.
I would have been feeling pretty good about everything if we weren’t awaiting the imminent arrival of Kanesha’s mother, the formidable Odelle Bradshaw, the African American Mother of Advertising, an influential figure in the Democratic party in New York City--and her--what?--new gal pal, reporter Jilly Norton.
“Jesus,” Reggie said, striding into my cubicle. “They’ll be here in fifteen minutes.”
“Maybe their plane will be late,” I offered hopefully.
“Already landed.” He smiled and rolled his eyes. “We are done for, bro‘.”
“Well, fuck, then…” I glanced toward the door and there was Chloe, resplendent in a black jersey wrap dress, a string of perfect pearls and possibly the hottest pair of shoes on the planet: red snake and leather, twining straps going up her instep and around her ankle, set on an architectural pyramid-shaped gold heel. “Wow!” I said to her. “You keep outdoing yourself.”
“Shoes matter,” she said primly before giving Reggie a smile that somehow put the dress and shoes, the whole package of her stylish beauty, into bas relief. “Are you guys ready to meet The Woman?”
“I’d rather eat worms,” Reggie said, a saying he’d picked up from Chloe who seemed to have spent her childhood rather eating worms. I noticed that there was no “we” talk between them as there had been with Caroline. (Thank God .) “She’s got some bomb to drop on us or she wouldn’t be flying out here.”
“She hates to fly,” Chloe added, helpfully.
“Especially to Chicago, which she really hates,” Reggie said.
We had no time to ponder the meaning of all that. With a great whoosh of air and sound, the front doors were flung open. Her voice preceded her.
“I’m here to see my daughter, Kanesha Bradshaw!”
We looked back and forth from one to the other. Reggie shrugged, manfully squared his shoulders and stepped forward, out into the hallway.
“Ms. Bradshaw? Jilly? Please come this way.”
Chloe and I waited respectfully inside the cubicle as Odelle Bradshaw swept by. I remembered standing in a little park area somewhere in the East 70s overlooking the East River in Manhattan as a huge ship cruised by. The vessel seemed to take up most of the river, with mere ribbons of water on its sides. I held my breath and almost reached out to touch it though intellectually I knew it wasn‘t really that close. That’s how I felt as Odelle made her way down the hallway to Kanesha’s office. Dressed in a floor length black mink coat--which she wore with the authority of a woman who had paid for the damn thing herself--buttery black boots and a black Fedora with an Africa cloth band, she was magnificent, the Mother Ship, claiming obeisance. Jilly trailed her like a little brown tugboat, hoping for the chance to serve.
We waited a respectful dozen paces or so, then Chloe and I followed. We were invited to the meeting--not that we wouldn’t have been fine with a summary statement later from Reggie and Kanesha. We breathed in the expensive scent of Oriental spices that lingered in Odelle’s wake. Slightly in the lead, Chloe cast a mischievous glance back at me. I grinned. Oh, yeah, we were in for it--but we would have a story to tell for the rest of our lives.
Odelle threw her mink on the back of Kanesha’s chair and sat down, signaling by lowering her open hand that we should all sit too. We did. Chloe, Kanesha, Reggie and I squeezed onto the sofa, with Chloe perched on the arm, her thigh grazing Reggie‘s leg. Jilly took the folding chair.
“You young people have a lot to learn about running a political campaign,” she said, her voice heavy with judgment as she made eye contact with us, one by one, settling finally on her daughter. “Are the sex lives of campaign workers that compelling? Do you think our little games matter at a time when this country is in crisis?” she asked; and Kanesha, biting her lip, shook her head indicating that, no, of course they were not. (Odelle, if you’d seen what I’ve seen and heard what I’ve heard, you might at least grant us “compelling.”) “And all this nonsense about online photo albums!” She sneered at us, each in turn, saving her daughter for last again.
“I’m going to tell you just how much trouble you might have caused were it not for my intervention,” she said. “And I want you to pay attention.” She shone a benevolent smile on all of us equally. “Listen and learn.”
I did pay attention; and this is the story Odelle told us:
She saw those damn cell phone photos a few days after the party where they were taken. Jilly sent them to her--anonymously, or so the white girl thought. How ignorant they are in their arrogance! (It took her thirty minutes to locate far more titillating photos of Jilly and Michael Westwood’s wife Pam--pink tongues lapping at waxed pussies.) Odelle laughed out loud at the shots of her and ________, CEO of her own company, blonde/blind ambition personified, with her hand on Odelle’s big black breast. They were both drunk, martinis and no food, a deadly combination. No white woman had ever touched Odelle’s breast. For that matter, neither had a black woman. But having ______ touch her was so shocking that she couldn’t do anything but stand there looking down at the white hand. Her alcohol-dazed expression said it all.
“I admire you,” _____ said. “You started out when it was difficult for women, especially black women, and you have come so far.”
Oh, spare me the sanctimonious I’m-with-you-sister admiration, Odelle thought.
Black women faced (and still do) sexism and racism, but the corporate world preferred dealing with black women over black men, perceiving the women less a threat. Like many high-achieving women of her race, Odelle made more money, had better jobs and acquired more tangible assets than black men. And don’t think all that hasn’t made the black man angry at his women.
Difficult!? She finally said to _____: Before we got so high and mighty career wise, we had jobs and our men did not, albeit as maids, cooks and nannies and while we were doing that back breaking work for low wages, we often had to endure being fucked by Mr. Man while on the job. Can you imagine how a black man felt when a baby he thought was his was delivered and the bastard child looked like his wife's boss? Zora Neale Hurston said many times that black women are the "mules of the world."
The mules of the world!
______ backed off--literally backed off, her hand frozen in the position of clutching a breast. That should have been the closing shot in the sequence. The white girl had no aesthetic sensibility.
“What are you trying to leverage for yourself with this shit?” Odelle asked Jilly, whom she’d summoned to her office, an exquisite corner space in a Park Avenue South building, with floor to ceiling windows and a panoramic view of the Flatiron Building and downtown.
She’d watched the Twin Towers collapse in that office, alone with the white man who’d been her secret lover for a decade, holding hands, tears running like streams down their faces, the streams momentarily trapped the spilling over into rivulets in the crevices surrounding each mouth. Oh, if her daughter knew she dated white men, what would she think? The position paper she gave Kanesha on the interracial dating issue was the classic one. If a black girl dated a white boy when I was attending Indiana University in the late 60s, early 70s, she was ostracized by black boys. They would not date us -- even though they sneaked around with the white girls behind our backs.
She met this white man, a prominent lawyer, at a fundraiser. He asked if she dated white men. She said: Once I was with a white man who I might have slept with, but he spoiled it by asking me, "Would you be offended if I made a pass at you." Of course I said, "Yes!" A black man would never have gone there. He would have risked being slapped by making the hit, than ask permission. Her white man laughed, his head thrown back, and finally said, “Baby, I won’t ask; I will take.”
And, yes, he ate her pussy; and that was astounding, a miracle of sexual affirmation she’s never expected to experience.
Black men don’t eat pussy? He asked. She replied: I would say that black men don't want to eat pussy...or at least they don’t talk about it or else they act like they had only done it this one time with YOU! Girlfriends used to laugh about that. As recently as the 90s I dated a black man who said oral sex was "nasty." But white women kept saying: It’s not true; black men eat pussy. Perhaps the brothers are less inhibited with white girls…
“What are you trying to leverage for yourself?!” Odelle repeated the question to Jilly Norton; and she shoved printouts from her own favorite photo collection across the desk. “Do you think that you are the only idiot with a cell phone camera?”
“Right,” Jilly said, glancing at the photos of herself and Pam, scarcely blushing. “But lots of young women play with girls in this city--and who cares about us? You are a big name in the New York Democratic Party. You are a big name, period.” She smiled ingratiatingly. “I had to get your attention somehow, didn’t I?”
“And I ask you for the third time and you’d better answer: What are you trying to leverage for yourself with this shit?”
“I want the exclusive story on the destruction of the Obama campaign,” she said.
“For some little freelance girl with a handful of credits--yes, I googled you!--you have a lot of ambition, don’t you? Your only piece in The New York Times magazine was a pleasant little profile of the women in the Mayor‘s life--girlfriend, ex-wife, daughters--and how they influence his thinking--not investigative journalism,” Odelle said sharply.
“You and I both know that Hillary’s people are going to toast Obama.”
“Maybe. Maybe not.” Odelle narrowed her eyes and glared at Jilly. “But what I don’t know is that you will get the story if there is one.”
“Pam Westwood’s black ex-lover Reggie Williams is sexually involved with the white fiancée of a young and prominent attorney--who comes from a Social Register Philadelphia family, descendent of a signer of the Declaration of Independence,” Jilly said smugly. “A story like that could play on the racial fears of Americans, black and white. It could be huge. Michael Westwood is joining the Obama campaign in Chicago and he is a spy for the Clinton camp.” She smiled with exaggerated sweetness. “And he is my lover now.”
“My God,” Odelle said. “You are looking for The Monica Lewinsky Story, 2008!”
“And why not?”
Odelle could think of many reasons “why not”--beginning with: The world has changed since then, we’ve moved on to the point where a sex scandal isn‘t the end; people are losing their jobs, their homes, electricity and the food budget, Baby Girl.
“You think you can get that by flashing my tit shots around?” she asked. “I fail to see the connection.”
“I can make those photos go away,” Jilly said. “All I need from you is a reference. Get me into the Obama campaign headquarters as a trustworthy freelance journalist writing another innocuous human interest story.”
“You know my daughter Kanesha works for the Obama campaign?”
“Of course,” Jilly said, smugly.
In that moment, Odelle looked at Jilly and saw the ways in which she was too much like Kanesha. The young girls with their sense of entitlement believed that they could network and maneuver, even bribe and blackmail and blow a dick when necessary, to get where they wanted to go--never mind if they were qualified to go there. And in that instant, she made a tough love maternal decision.
“All right,” she said. “I will make that call for you, Jilly Norton. Let’s see what you do with the opportunity.”
What did Jilly Norton do with that opportunity?
She put out the silly “Hillary is a monster” story and helped or encouraged her white boyfriend Michael to send the Reverend Wright video clips to YouTube where his incendiary rhetoric finally found a wide audience. The latter move led to Barack’s career-defining speech on race in Philadelphia. Hillary Clinton was the Dead Democrat Walking.
“The destruction of the Obama campaign, my ass!” Odelle said. She rose from Kanesha’s chair, stood behind her desk and pointed a finger at Jilly Norton. “As an investigative journalist, you are mired in the adolescent phase. You are fascinated by prurient sexual details--and you thus assume that everyone else will be.”
“Not an unrealistic assumption in Puritan America,” Reggie offered; and Kanesha breathed audibly, no doubt shocked at his temerity in offering a counter argument to her mother’s evolving thesis: All of us, especially Jilly, were paying attention to the wrong things. “I’m just saying….” he said, apologetically shrugging his shoulders.
“And the rest of you!” Odelle continued, ignoring his intrusion. “You have allowed yourselves to get bogged down in extremely personal politics. Lucky for you that I was closely monitoring Jilly’s activities--and when she turned in a draft of this article”--Odelle threw down on Kanesha’s desk a set of page proofs which I quickly realized were from The New York Times magazine section--”I called in a favor and got the piece killed.”
The title was: “SEX, LIES AND CAMPAIGN WORKERS: IDEALISTIC AND HARDCORE: The Obama Girls and Boys At Work And Play”
Two bright spots of hot red blazing on her cheeks, Jilly sat up straight in her folding chair and stared ahead, making eye contact with no one. The proofs were upside down but I could make out the photos, some mildly suggestive, of Caroline and Reggie, Caroline and Evan, Chloe and Reggie, Michael and Kanesha. So Jilly Norton never had any higher aspirations than exposing the sex games of campaign workers after all!
“That’s really your whole story?” I asked, my voice filled with angry indignation. “You never got any bigger than sex between consenting adults?”
“Don’t you know that every week we get stories purporting to chronicle Bill Clinton’s sexual adventures, post-White House?” Kanesha demanded. “Barack said in the beginning: We won’t go there. And we don’t.”
“Oh, she had higher aspirations,” Odelle said, “but they were thwarted. She hoped to turn all of you against each other and create a climate of distrust so that you would be sniping at each other and feeding her information behind one another’s back. That was going to be your book deal, wasn’t it, Jilly?
“SEX, JEALOUSY, LIES--AND THE DOWNFALL OF THE POLITICS OF HOPE?
“I saw the book proposal.”
“It’s not too late for that,” Jilly said, standing and flashing her trademark cocky grin around the room as she headed for the door. “Y’all can call me any time you want to talk.”
“Mother, how could you do this to me?” Kanesha asked.
And that was more or less the signal for me, Reggie and Chloe to make for the door too.
Reggie flew out to Oregon less than an hour after the meeting. Kanesha was closeted with her mother up to the minute where she too had to leave for a meeting at a downtown hotel with top campaign strategists. I ran out to teach a class; and Chloe was awash in poll data when I blew her a kiss good-bye. In short, there was no opportunity for the meeting post-mortem amongst friends that day--and, actually, not for many days.
Barack was drawing huge crowds in Oregon; and we were breaking fundraising records back home in Chicago. Every day brought another development. Barack was said to have a “Jewish problem” because he once said that there has to be an end to the occupation of the West Bank. Using Hillary’s New Math, Candidate Clinton daily claimed to be winning in the popular vote and the delegate count (though she was trailing in both.) Speculation in the press was rampant about why she kept running.
WHAT DOES SHE WANT? inquiring headlines demanded.
WHAT IS SHE WILLING TO DO TO GET IT? was the subtext.
Off the record, she’d promised the party leadership that she would stop pounding Barack, but we weren’t counting on her keeping the promise. Her advisors were talking to her about deal-making. It was whispered that Bill was pushing hard for the VP slot for her. (My favorite joke of the day was: If Hillary is VP, Barack will need food tasters. Runner-up: She isn‘t in it to win it; she‘s in it to spin it.) Reportedly, she wanted her name on the first ballot at the Convention--and her campaign debt paid.
“Have ideal solution,” Reggie joked in a text message: “Cabinet position for her that keeps her in DC; Ambassadorship for Big Dog that takes him far, far away.”
Publicly, she kept saying she was “still in it to win” and spinning the numbers. John Edwards’ endorsement of Barack didn’t even seem to faze her. But increasingly, we felt that it was all but over. John McCain was already running against Barack; Hillary had dropped off his radar screen. Polls were showing that Clinton’s key groups of supporters were switching allegiance to Barack. His numbers were up--and hers down--among women, blue-collar whites, Easterners and Hispanics. (Only women over fifty were staying on the sinking ship.) The Democratic Party elite had no stomach for a convention floor fight. They wanted everything wrapped up by June 1 and were pushing super delegates to commit. Going into these two primaries, Barack had his largest lead yet over Hillary in the national Gallup poll: 55% to 39%.
“It’s all over but the over,” Chloe said on the day of the Kentucky and Oregon primaries. She was sitting in her chair, feet propped up on my desk. The heels? Turquoise leather, peep-toed. Her pretty pink toenails peeped out. “But Reggie did have an interesting little bit of news when he called from Iowa,” she said.
“How ‘interesting?’” I asked.
“Caroline will be here in a few minutes. I’ll tell when she gets here. I hate repeating myself.”
“If you hate repeating yourself, it’s not that interesting,” I teased.
That did not motivate her to spill until Caroline showed up with cheese, grapes, bread and two bottles of wine, a white French burgundy and a red, a Malbec from Australia.
“Okay,” I said as I expertly inserted my handy waiter’s corkscrew into the Malbec’s cork. “What is Reggie’s interesting tidbit of the day?”
“Jilly Norton got a book contract,” Chloe said. She burst out laughing when she looked at my face, registering pure disgust. “It’s not based on the proposal Kanesha’s mother claims she saw--but close enough. She’s writing a behind-the-scenes book about the Obama campaign from the Iowa caucus through the general election in November. David Axelrod, among other key people, has agreed to talk to her.”
“Should we clue them in?” Caroline asked.
“On what?” Chloe asked. “Allegations of interracial sex among young, unmarried campaign staffers?”
“We’ve got a better story than that to tell,” I said. “Why not tell it?”
“Reggie says that he and Kanesha will address that issue with us when they get back from Iowa.”
“Okay,” Caroline said, shrugging her shapely shoulders. She looked stunning in a cream silk blouse, artfully tattered jeans and pearls. Only white women wear tattered jeans and pearls. “They probably have good reasons for cautioning silence.”
“Jeez,” I said, “I hope Hillary isn’t going to co-author.”
We’d finished the second bottle of good wine and were out in the large space sharing plonk with our fellow campaign workers by the time Barack took the stage in Des Moines to celebrate his Oregon win. He’d deliberately picked Des Moines for the clear message it would send: The campaign took off in Iowa with his caucus victory and was wrapping up there tonight, whether he had all the delegates he needed or not. (Listen, Hil: You are not going to win the nomination.)
“There’s Reggie,” Chloe squealed, pointing to him standing just behind Michelle and the girls.
Barack all but declared victory when he spoke.
“Tonight, in the fullness of spring, with the help of those who stood up from Portland to Louisville, we have returned to Iowa with a majority of delegates elected by the American people, and you have put us within reach of the Democratic nomination for president of the United States. While our primary has been long and hard-fought , the hardest and most important part of our journey still lies ahead.
The same question that first led us to Iowa 15 months ago is the one that has brought us back here tonight: it is the one we will debate from Washington to Florida, from New Hampshire to New Mexico--the question of whether this country, at this moment, will keep doing what we’ve been doing for four more years or whether we will take that different path--it is more of the same versus change. It is the past versus the future.”
Once again, I had tears in my eyes as Barack Obama addressed the nation. And there was a masculine hand holding mine. I looked over at the man of my recent fantasies, RST, elegant and sexy. Suddenly I felt my gay-dar kicking in. (He is.)
“Can you call me Rodney?” he whispered.
Squeezing his hand, I wiped a tear away with the other hand. Rodney. Yes, I could call him Rodney.
“What a beautiful name,” I whispered back.
On the other side of me Chloe lightly squeezed my ass in what I took to be a “You go, boy” gesture of support. Kanesha, Caroline and Evan were all smiling at me. I was the last to know, wasn’t I?
“Was it all you dreamed and more?” Chloe whispered seductively in my ear the next morning; and I blushed, to her amusement.
“Someone should order chocolate chip pancakes in honor of Jilly,” Caroline said.
Once again she was wearing one of Evan’s white shirts belted over skinny jeans and boots; and the effect was incredibly sexy. Caroline, Kanesha, Chloe, Reggie, Rodney and I met for brunch at the diner--which we now called “Jilly’s Place.”Reggie looked tired but happy. Shit, we all looked happy. We were happy.
“Explain to me why we shouldn’t be sending up the warning flares about Jilly Norton’s book contract,” I said to Reggie.
“She’s going to write the book anyway, warning flags or no,” he said. “Axelrod and the top people aren’t going to relax and give her the run of the place, betraying all their secrets, like we did.” He grinned at Kanesha. “On balance, cooperating to some extent with her, with any journalist, gives us at least a chance of getting our messages out.”
“Yeah,” I said reluctantly conceding the point.
“What about all the personal stuff?” Caroline asked.
“Nothing we can do about it,” Kanesha said.
“Oh, I don’t know about that,” I teased. “Your mother might find a way to influence the outcome.”
“My mother!” Kanesha said, nostrils flaring and eyes flashing. “Don’t get me started…”
“She’s a major piece of work,” Reggie said.
“Odelle scares the hell out of me,” I admitted.
“Apparently she scared the hell out of Michael too when she went to see him,” Kanesha said. We all laughed. “Jilly told Mama that Michael was a ‘bumbler’ who had good stories--and she was only fucking him for the stories he told her about us. She thought we were her way into the Obama campaign vault of secrets.”
“Oh, ha,” I said.
“Did your mother tell Michael that Jilly was just using him?” Chloe asked.
“Oh, yeah, Baby,” Kanesha said. More laughter. “She even told him that Jilly said his wife was a better lay than he was.”
After we laughed so hard, we almost cried, Reggie said, “Jilly expected to create distrust among us that led to infighting which would damage the campaign. In that first meeting with Odelle, she said that our alliances were ‘fragile’--and that fragility combined with our ‘sexual proclivities’ would create a fracture in the racial balance…”
“Tossing bombs to create big intersecting fissures,” Kanesha said. “Mama was surprised that it did not work out.”
“How about her secretly dating the white guy for years?” I asked.
“Yeah,” Kanesha said, “and not just any white guy. An important politician--who was married when they started up.”
“Are they coming out of the closet now?”
“He wanted to go public years ago, but she won’t.” Kanesha shook her head sadly. “Mama has too much invested in her role as an angry black woman of a certain age to let herself be happy.”
“Does anybody think a sex scandal--short of the former governor of New York, Elliot Spitzer, caught with call girls after years of going after prostitution and porn-- has the power to wreck a political career now?” Chloe asked.
“We could not have de-railed Barack,” Reggie said confidently. “Bill and his babes couldn’t derail Hillary.”
“The American public woke up from the Clinton impeachment saga with a stomach ache,” Kanesha said. “And then 9/11 happened. A sex scandal is only going to do big damage if it involves massive hypocrisy, like in Spitzer’s case, or an abuse of power.”
We talked on through numerous cups of coffee. It was great stuff. There’s nothing like shooting the political bull with people who love politics--but not for politics alone because they believe deeply in a candidate, a platform, a cause. I still think we’ll have trouble with Jilly Norton down the road; we haven’t seen the last of Hillary; and those crazy Westwoods in New York, not to mention, Kanesha’s mother, will create havoc somewhere, somehow again.
As we were walking back to the office, me and Kanesha and Rodney together with Caroline and Kanesha behind, Chloe and Reggie ahead--Rodney suddenly said to Kanesha, “Hey, my cousin, a lawyer, just moved to the city. He doesn’t know a lot of people aside from other Harvard grads. And he’s a great guy. Kanesha, would you…?”
Instinctively, I knew it: Something very good was going to happen for K soon.
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